On Vacation

Cuti datang lagi...

Best nye cuti kali ni...spend sepenuh masa @ Batu Pahat, x payah pk pasal ape2 lg...

Just fokus kat persiapan perkahwinan abg kesayangan ku....

Esok Balik Klang, drive sendiri...harap2 berjalan lancar dan selamat sampai ke destinasi...

Amin...

Happy sgt dpt luangkan masa sepenuhnya berkhidmat utk Mak n sedare mare yg memerlukan...

Cuti yg menyeronokkan walaupun memenatkan

FINAL EXAMINATION

Alhamdulillah...

Masih lagi dapat hidup walaupun huru hara sikit sekarang ni...

entah ape yg aku dah buat dengan hidup aku sampai assignment semua aku lambat mulakan

harap-harap sempat siapkan semuanya pada waktunya...

Bila orang lain mula busy dengan final examination next week, aku pulak mula free coz cume ada 2 paper je...

Harap-harap dapat la aku fokus untuk final lepas ni setalah habis masa aku sepanjang sem dengan non-academic based matters...

Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku

SPIRIT OF RAMADHAN

• Many people get excited during Ramadhan...

• Most muslims welcome this month with full of spirit to enhance their quality and quantity of worship...

• Alhamdulillah...

• I am very happy too...but one thing that makes me worry is some people tend to stigmatize others who are not doing several "encouraged practices" (amalan-amalan sunat)...

• One person comes to me complained about his friend that stigmatized him for not going for Tarawih congregational prayer (i.e.: performing it at room only)...I really pity him and also his friend...

• I feel sorry for him because he was stigmatized as bad person, while I pity his friend because he was too eager to practice something good but he made it without hikmah and he also jumped into wrong conclusion regarding Tarawih prayer...

• Let us check on history of prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h. pertaining to Tarawih prayer, even though several times he performed it congregationally, but most of the time he performed it alone...

• If you don't believe me, clarify it by reading Shahih Bukhari and Muslim...Then you will find that most of the narration of Tarawih-related hadith were narrated by Ummul Mukminin Aisyah r.a....since she was the prophet's wife, the hadith signify that the events happen at home, when the Prophet performed it alone...

• Even though I mentioned like that, is does not mean there was restriction from the Prophet to conduct it congregationally...as an evidence, it is reported that Umar al-Khattab r.a. had implemented it during his caliph period...

• Besides, when Ramadhan comes, some other people are ceaseless arguing that 20 rakaat is the best method to perform Tarawih...sometimes they even claim others who make it less as lazy or not sincere enough in doing it...Again, this perception occur due to lack of knowledge...

• It is narrated in many authentic hadith, especially narrated by Aisyah r.a., indicated that the Prophet performed it regularly, with not more than 11 or 13 rakaat in total (including Witr prayer)...The Prophet had given us the example, so why don't we follow it? Is it wrong do immitate the act of our beloved Prophet? If you have that kind of perception before reading this facts, make sure you reframe your mind...

• Hence, why should we criticize others for not performing it congregationally? Even the Prophet did it...For people out there who like to criticize others, please ensure you have thorough knowledge before saying something...Furthermore, we ought to make it in a diplomatic way...not by blindly assuming that person is wrong, we can say anything towards him or her...

• May Allah guide us to the right path and may all Muslims take advantage of Ramadhan accordingly, not too extreme, and also not just take for granted...

• Good Luck Everyone!

• Assalamualaikum

TERUJA

Sejak semester 1 2009/2010 ni start, banyak gila event yang buat aku x cukup rehat...

Nak wat camne, dah jadi President BEDSA ni mmg le bz...tapi xpe la, yg penting, I AM HAPPY and EXCITED TO DO ALL THOSE THINGS! huhu

Antara 2 perkara yg buat aku paling teruja ialah INTERNATIONAL CAREER CARNIVAL dan THE BIG FAT AYTR REUNION...

X pernah2 dalam hidup aku jadi ahli nujum, tapi time ICC tu aku x sempat gak le predict ape traits and personality org pasal minat dan kencenderungan kerjaya dia...Alhamdulillah, aku happy gile dapat jadi volunteer ICC kat Mid valey 31 july hari tu...

Lagi 1 yg aku teruja nak mampus, REUNION AYTR yang mmg happening dan enjoy gile... Beside PKTR 2004 batch being the biggest group, it is also good to know people from other batch...menang main baling seliper, berlakon jadi jantan lembut, bbq, treasure hunt, swimming, truth or dare...all those things will be one of most memorable event in my life...

These events mmg tol2 buat aku TERUJA GILA! Mmg BEST yang maximum...hope to see u guys once again in near future...amin

Thanks to people who makes my life become wonderful, and I would like to show my highest GRATITUDE to God for giving this opportunity to me...

I am Back Again!

Alhamdulillah, such a release feeling after undergoing so-called hectic week organizing and involving in several programmes. Alhamdulillah, everything done well as planned. Quite amazing to handle with this challenging situation, organizing Islamic Intellectual Theatre, attending PERKAMA convention at UPM for two days, organizing Teachers' Day celebration (unofficial but has to solve vital tasks of the programme), attending Workshop on Basic Play Therapy Skills for Counselors and so on.

Alhamdulillah, after everything has solved successfully, I got an invitation from DPLI (Diploma Pendidikan Lanjutan Ijazah) students to participate in their Family Day on Sunday, 14 June 2009.

I accept that invitation.

On Sunday, even though I had a fever, I forced myself to play wholeheartedly...huhu and I commited to execute this verse: "I CAME, I SAW, AND I CONQUERED"!!!

After scoring 2 goals in first game and also being able to create goals for my team-mates for 3 times in next games, I obtained the gold medal for futsal event. Previously, I thought my cahnce to play football is over, but on that day, I am suprised that I could play all the games in full time. Though I got fever, I still can stand with the pain of my ankle injury and can avoid the feeling of almost to vommit (my common symtomp during playing footbal...huhu)...

Alhamdulillah, I AM BACK AGAIN!!!

Unfortunately, I did not get same chance during final game of volley ball. My team lost after rubber set. Quite upset, but just accept it.

Overall, after undergoing many other events, My Team mangaed to be champion!

Congrates to My Team! Congrates to me myself! Congrates to DPLI and PPU members who managed to organize such wonderful program...

Having a carnival program like that is such a great gift for me after working like hell throughout this short semester which I found it's hard to survive if I don't have enough support group (since many of exco are in vacation).

I have to realize and admit that: "THERE IS NO 'I' IN TEAM". Without my colleagues, so hard to deal with many things.

Thanks everybody! See you soon Next sem!

By the way, to all exco members, our MCLEAD is approved already and will be conducted on 17th- 19th July 2009 at Cermas Agro Park, Bentong, Pahang...C u ThErE! =)

Get Busy

Gile bz aku short sem ni...

X sangka beb aku mcm xde masa untuk dibuang...

Agaknye camnilah bz nye aku time dah keje + ada bini...tapi bext gak le coz masa terisi dengan hal-hal yang berfaedah...I LIKE!

Risau pun ade jugak dengan hal yang pelbagai sangat ni...huhu

Moga Allah mudahkan urusan aku dalam merancang dan melaksanakan program-program ni:

PROGRAM MOTIVASI SEK. REN. AGAMA INTEGRASI GOMBAK (23 MAY 2009)

INTELLECTUAL FIESTA 09 - ISLAMIC THEATRE (3 JUNE 2009)

INSTED MANAGEMENT COURSE FOR STUDENT LEADERS (17-19 JULY 2009)

SERVICE-LEARNING PROGRAMME IN SG. BESAR (25-27 SEPTEMBER 2009)


Rabbi yassir wa la tu'assir...amin

Cuti...just around the corner

Alhamdulillah...

Such a maximum feeling of release after sitting for six examination...what a packed exam schedule provided by INSTED...

Thank God everything runs smoothly even though this is the most challenging semester for me, so far...but I managed to complete this semester as a normal student without being barred from exam though I failed to attend many classes....huhu

No matter what happens in my life, I always believe that ALLAH's blessings are accompanying my footstep...

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...No other words that I could say to show my gratitude to Him

Now, only one paper to go...Cross-Cultural Counseling exam...what a scary paper...Can you just imagine, I am just attending the classes for throughout semester but don't really know the content of subject...

Entah la..tawakkal je le bro

What a Stressful Week!!!

It might be a dissapointing semester for me when I found it's hard for me to cope well with challenges throughout this semester...

Due to have too much commitments, some lecturer asked me why I did not perform for their subjects...

I was muy Fault, I fail to manage my time wisely...
This is my answer to them..

I submitted all my assignments late, and what makes me become more stressful last week was marathon exam day for 5 consecutive days...

Oh my God, verily this challenge is too heavy for me...may your favour and blessings will always be by my side to cope with it...

Now, I am feeling such a catharsis if I could go home...

Mom, Bro, Dad...I miss u...
Home sweet home...

No other places like home...!

Burn-out!!!

I am just burn out rite now...

All my assignments were delayed...could not finish on time due to certain difficulties...

Just pray to God that I am gonna be okay...I wish I could finish it and submit them by Tuesday...

among the brun out symtomps that I experience rite now are:

1. Extreme Stress

2. Unstable eating habit..sometimes eat a lot, sometimes eat just a little

3. Feel sad, anxious and clumsy in many hours in my daily life...

entah laaa

U.I.A.M...my beloved university and What is U.I.A.M stands for? =)

It is just the beginning of new semester, new year of Hijry and Gregory calndars, and absolutely all these things come together with new hope and new resolutions and revolutions in my life...

Unfortunately, hoping that everything's gonna be okay and all right is not that easy...instead it seems light a "wake-up call" for me that the challange is gonna be harder and tougher and my fate, nothing much changes this year and this semester...just like before...even worse and worse...

i dont know why these matters happens...previously, I found my "beloved" university, UIAM, had made me suffer enough by making sudden adjustment to my final exam schedule during my 1st semester...it was not a big deal to me to study earlier in preparing myself for the exam since i am a last-minute worker...but my concern was that, i have to change my room 3 times during the exam period...if this thing happens to you, would it be conducive for you to study??? Lu pikir lah sendiri...

Another thing that made me really angry was the residential college (mahallah ali) has issued the bill for the charge of Live-In During Vacation (LIDV) since my final exam was conducted during the semester break...after certain times arguing with the college and going up and down to several related office, i got permission to stay free of charge as my "active-sem" for the 072 intake is different from other students...alhamdulillah...it somehows reduce my stress and worries...

After the beginning of sem1 08/09, suddenly the statement issued by Finance really made me get shocked! They claimed that i was taking short semester and also plus the charge of LIDV, hence i got to pay RM 200 plus with what actual amount that i have to pay...after fighting with several staffs of Finance and Mahallah, finally they reduce to RM50...What the hell? i have to pay RM50 for nothing! For something that i did not do! They took it from me without rights!!!

From this case, i started bear in my mind, this university is money-oriented unversity...the main concern of them are "how to gain more money from students?"...my perception becomes much more relevant and logic since i was summoned from two rude Security Guards who sachastically accused me as a liar even though i have explained to them the real condition....i ride a motorbike without pasted with authorized IIUM sticker but it was not my motorbike, it my friend's...that explanation was not accepted and they accused it as an attempt to cheat them...What a damn people they are!!!

When I came to the Security Office to pay the summon, i found many students there...all got summons at the same day...what is interesting to discuss here, the operation to issue summons to students is a culture in IIUM soon after PTPTN and scholarship was banked-in to students' account...that means, UIAM is a university who always plan on how to take advantages from students, so that they become our source of income =)

Hnece, Universiti Islam antrabangsa Malaysia or UIAM should change their name to Universiti INCOME Antarabangsa Malaysia...it is more compliment to their attitude rather than they uphold the name of Islam...what a shame of upholding that sacred name if their culture of work and the policy of university is oppressing their own students? Do you think this university administration really concern about justice and welfare in implementing their policy?

Lu pikir lah sendiri....


p/s: Bunyi Uni. ISLAM Antarabangsa dengan Uni. INCOME Antarabangsa kan tak jauh...hehe